September a blur, consumed with sickness after bug after cough after cold.
These past weeks slumber has been scarce and the load of motherhood heavy. Mornings have been slow, only venturing outdoors past midday, if at all.
As work life returns to normal, responsibilities grow and the burden of my shift sits heavy on my shoulders.
Through this mist of September, the Indian summer has stood us in good stead for the month of October.
Today the sun continued to shine brightly, and upon realising it was the first of the month, I accepted that motherhood sometimes would take its toll. Laundry would be left for days. Dinner would be fish and chips and the kitchen not cleaned. I relished the chaos and admitted defeat. Today.
With Evans first birthday looming, I feel proud and in love with where we are at this present time. I am learning to just... let things go. Being present, being mindful and accepting of what we face daily.
October I am ready for you.
^^Playing with the hoover is Evans favourite thing to do right now,
it has been the cause of many tears and a black eye^^
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